About my bestest best friend - Stefina Rayan(Chinni)

1. She is incredibly pretty, I am soo jealous! X
2. She is adorable
3. She has the cutest smile
4. She is going to marry ?????????? :D
5. She is has the best taste in everything.
6. She is fussy
7. She is not lazy, like me :D
8. She is seriously the coolest person I know
9. She has the most interesting personality
10. She is level-headed
11. She is inspiration to everything I do (especially writing scripts!)
12.   It is physically impossible to hate on this girl
13. She has a stalker ;)
14. She evens it out because she IS a stalker.
15. She is so hard to be away from, I miss her every weekend
16. She is one of the first people I think of to come to for advice and to cheer me up!  
17.   She has a dirty sense of humour
18. She is really easy going
19. She doesn’t lie to me :) ( Kidding)
20. She loves animals (especially her cat!)
21. She is always hypo, except for 7 am in the morning… lolz
22. She is always really nice (and if shes mean its just teasing!)
23. She is cool headed
24. She is REALLY talented
25. She is seriously one of the most amazing people I have ever met and I can’t NOT smile when I look at her
26. We have a GAZILLION private jokes
27. She has awesome fashion choices that I am going to steal
28. She has really pretty eyes! (No creeper, I swear!)
29. She is sarcastic
30. She is pretty optimistic!
31. She can be a bit of a pessimist and a cynic, and its why I love her!
32. She is an internet addict. (Oh admit it)
33. She gives EXCELLENT advice.
34. She is completely RAAANNNDOOOMMMMM
35. She can read my mind (no super powers lol)
36. She looks great IN everything
37. She looks great DOING everything
38. She is awesome at arts
39. She makes me crack up by just looking at me
40. She is SO camera-genic, it’s maddening!
41. She is a HIGH ACHIEVER! (lol!)
42. She love reading comics
43. She makes funny faces teehee!
44. She is a TOTAL bully
45.   She is always determined
46.   She is GORGEOUS.
47. She can just spontaneously burst in to song and dance……TROLOLOLOLOLOLOL!
48. She is an animal lovaaa!
49. She has amazing self esteem for some of the people she puts up with, like me, of course, and various crazies in our life. :)
50. She is also childish
51. She makes ANYTHING stimulating and interesting and worth doing!
52. She is SOO cleaver and creative!
53. She always has open arms to run up and hug!
54. She would never, ever, ever go behind my back
55.   She is the most loyal person on this planet
56. She wants everyone to accept their greatness, and it pîsses her off when they don’t
57. You must agree with this girl or she will scream her opinion
58. She is proud to have more than 50 things I love about her!!
59. She is always pushing me to do my best and i love her for it!
60. She is one of the few people that make me cry, that I would literally DIE for.
61. She is probably reading through this either blushing, laughing (no I KNOW she’ll laugh actually) and denying half the things on this list. By the end of this she will come to term with how awesome she is and then she’ll comment and Whatsapp me.
62. She is 100% PERFECT AND WHEN I SAY THAT TO HER I WOULD NEVER EVER EVER LIE BECAUSE SHE ACTUALLY HAS CHANGED MY LIFE, AND I ACTUALLY WOULD DIE IF SHE LEFT US(SPAM). STEFINA, PLEASE DON’T EVER CHANGE!!!!!!!!
63. Thank you for always being closest to me
64. Thank you for never giving up on our friendship, for never shrugging and being like “Eh, things change, people change” and drifting away vaguely because we’re victims of circumstance.
65. Thank you for taking care of me in every way possible, for being there when no one else was or wanted to be and when you didn’t even have to be.
66. Thank you for always being fun even when we’re not having fun. I don’t know how else to explain that.
67. Thank you for believing in me when I was too weak and exhausted to believe in myself. Thank you for pushing me, for repeating those affirmations that don’t mean anything in inspirational films but mean everything when someone who cares about you says them. Thank you for not judging me when I did something really stupid, but also thanks for telling me I was an idiot and probably shouldn’t have done the stupid thing. Thank you for always being honest.
68. Thank you for doing all the things a real best friend does; for letting me sob into your shoulder
69.   Love you Stefina Rayan. Hope we continue this forever…..

Birthday Gift for My bestest Best frnd - Manisha Pinto

She Is Next To Me.

                                                            

This is one more narration of my best friend Mr.XXX who narrated me which I tried to put in my own words. Hope I made it!!!!

Sometimes it’s very hard to write some memories. Not because they are tough to explain but actually they are so painful that even thinking about those real incidents fills your eyes with tears and shakes your body in pain. I am writing about such memories which whenever I recollect it just make me lost in that world which is impossible for me to live in real as it is too far to think about it.

After a long fight for an impossible love , I finally gave up! I loved her with my heart, gave her my soul, my world was her and no one else... Now I see her with love, but "not love" the love I felt at the beginning of our relationship, I could hold her, and tell her how much I love her, but without pain.
She is sitting next to me right now, and I just love to see her face and contemplate her actions, her eyes, oh how I love her beautiful eyes... I fall in love with her beautiful eyes, shiny like the stars and clear like the sky! Nothing matter for me but her eyes, every chance I get, I just love to stare at them and imagine the past, the past that one time brought us together and made us happy!
How could I forget about her, if she is next to me all the time, how could I forget about her? How could no love her? Every night I say good night and every night I touch her face...Impossible, unbelievable,unreal...
All I want is someone to hold tight and to love me back...
I want someone to tell me

"I love you" "

"I need you"

Is that going to happen someday soon? I do not know!

Her presence makes me melt still, even if there is nothing left... My heart beats so fast every time I see her, every time I feel her... But there is nothing there to hold us tight, to bring us together again!

I lost her, but yet she still next to me...